The University of the Philippines Anime Manga Enthusiasts is hitting the big ten this year! Join us in making history by rocking it out in an event that celebrates the past and springs towards the future! Ladies and gentlemen, your first and favorite collegiate anime organization is Now Playing


AME Track 10
NOVEMBER 6, 2010
Hall 2, SMX Convention Center
1:00 PM to 10:00 PM

Cosplay Competition ♪ AMV Contest ♫ AME Cafe ♪ J-Music Concert ♫ Fanart Contest ♪ Fair Booths ♫ Karaoke Contest ♪ and many more!

Presale tickets at 100 pesos, regular tickets at 120 pesos!

For more information and event updates, please check the OFFICIAL FAIR FACEBOOK PAGE, the FAIR MICROSITE or the UP AME FORUMS!

The UP Anime Manga Enthusiasts (UP AME) is the first ever recognized collegiate anime organization in the Philippines. They are also the same group behind previous successful events such as the Una kAME!, kAME Ulit!, AME Matsuri, AME Gakuensai, AME 8th Avenue and AME no Jidai.

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Current Mood: I'm not in the mood for other activities aside from making blog entries and waiting. *sighs* I think all I need now is a word from 2 people I really treasure the most. *looks outside the window* I honestly want them back right now. I know it sounds so selfish of me because they're 'out there' and far away from me because I did something so stupid. I just hate myself for being like that.

Reflections: As the first month of 2009 draws to a close, I suddenly felt making a new blog entry to sum up not just the ‘simple changes’ that I have gotten through; but also those who kept my mind boggling. *sighs* Okay, let’s start things right then~!

Recap: There have been a lot of things that has happen these past few weeks. The start of year 2009 indeed, became a very unusual year. I have seen new people with different personalities and perception towards things, bewildered by unforeseen endeavors, tripped on 'stones' and soaked my feet in 'puddles' I never expected that will be on my way, rediscovered beliefs that I have forgotten through time, developed my feelings towards a few people and realized a lot of changes that was starting to forge me to become a different person. Most of them really drive the adrenaline out of me because of excitement but a few of them left me stunned, shocked and crying in a corner. Take note: Those stuff that made me crying was mainly my fault. Really.

As I reminisce and reflect on all the things that have passed through me, the first questions that suddenly popped in my mind is:

Am I apathetic? What is it in me that make me so dense? What does it mean to be dense?

*sighs* I just don't know. People have been telling me that I'm so apathetic when everyone's crying their heart out. I’m like there watching all of them making a hell out of a situation or when someone’s about to leave and that person’s going to go far away and will be gone for 10 years or so. But the first thing that comes to my mind is, why should I cry- to show sympathy or to make them aware that I care about what’s happening? I can show those by other means; not just by crying. Another thing is, if I cry my heart out, will something change? For example, if I have cried during the time my best friend was going to leave the country, will that stop here from going to Canada and stay here? NO.

I’m not in the mood for this kind of talk. Can we save the words later?

*peace sign* I’m sorry guys. My mind just told me that it doesn’t want to talk about this topic. Maybe I’ll just continue this post~ or make another continuation! *smiles*

P.S. People always say that they're always ready to let go when it comes to the ones they love. One thing's for sure: They're not doing it very well. Yes, they are willing to let go of that person but usually caught off guard during the moment of truth.

Okay. Let's set things up first: This just came out of my mind all of a sudden~ and this is pretty rare so I better take the chance to speak up, spill and express myself. So, let's start!

"Complain a little. Get upset or something. Let people know what's on your mind. It's what you got to sometimes..."

Honestly, I was really touched by this line. For someone like me who rarely speak about what I really feel (especially in the older days, when I was in my first year of high school), I was awaken by this. For some reason, it did give me some chills when I first heard of it. It was like all my fears were drawn out of me. It felt so warm inside; it's like the sun's shining down upon me and the summer breeze's hugging me so tight. I never thought someone will say those words to me~ not to me.

"Why is it that you can give me all the words that I really need to hear the most right now?"

I've been asking myself why can't I ask this to people I really cherish even if I've been dying to ask it to them? It's funny, though. Those people, most of the time feel about about themselves. I just hope they realize how special they are.


Bahh. I'm sleepy. Guess I'm gonna continue this tomorrow morning. Oyasumi. (:

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It's been a long time since I made an official entry here in my blog, didn't I? Hmmm...*thinks* I guess it's more than two months already. It may seemed to those who read my blog that I already left it and all but actually, almost all of the entries after this post started as drafts. Well, it's just to make it a point that I will not skip those moments. :)

Actually, a lot of things happened during those two months. I think I made a lot of big decisions and I did experience a lot of drastic changes. It really changed me as a whole-- my personality, my perception towards things, my attitude towards people and my beliefs. I guess, I've taken the 'bumpy path'~ and it feels so good. XD

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