Current Mood: I'm drained. Bahh. I just can't help myself. Hai; it just turned out that the rain started falling once again; like Niagara falls, I guess. If Rico were here, I know he wouldn't let this happen. But then again: Face the truth Michelle. He's not here today. Neither Dark, Daniel-niisama or Kira-niichan. It's time to grow up some more. You're not the same little girl who still loves to fool around. Stop being so naive. *sighs*
It's nice to talk to yourself, sometimes.
It's been 19 hours and 54 minutes since I encountered that situation. All I did was eat a lot chocolates and stayed up all night. I'm so lucky 'cause I don't have any classes during Mondays. I ate those so I can get over with all the stuff that's happening to me; expecting that I'll have energy will run through my veins. Yes; I was very active in physical terms but the raging emotions were amplified;making my adrenaline rush go stronger and stronger.
I AM RESTLESS, INVISIBLE AND WET. Right now, I patched my heart and mind with such ideas~ matters like studies, projects, reviews, friends, affection and hope; hoping that I will be at the very least, at ease. However, I can't stay like this forever. Will this be goodbye? I hope not. I want us to stay together just like in the old days.
I hope he can hear me. I hope you can hear me.
