*Sighs* That was a good start. But more important part is the message of this whole blog entry.
First and foremost, it's a victory, not a failure to admit my problems, acknowledge any wrong I've done, and of course, turn them to a higher power for help.
It's healthy to accept and love myself, and let others love me, for I am worthy of respect and love. Every person is worthy for these things; which should not be taken for granted.
It's always okay to trust others and myself. I guess, i can be responsible for myself, just as others can be responsible for themselves.We should be responsible enough for every thing we make.
It's possible for me to be happy since happiness depends on myself and my attitude, not on other people or things. If you're optimistic, I guess your day is always well-lived~ doubts are not that many, I guess. If you're pessimistic and the only reason you act like this is because you're just considering all the possibilities, you're excuse is definitely unacceptable. At any rate, there's still time for change.
It's also plausible for me to change if I set realistic goals; I can reach them one by one; one step at a time; one day at a time. Never pressure yourself or push yourself to the limit. Obstacles are normal when you try to reach your goals. Just treat them as tests, not burdens.
This became hard for me at first until I realize that this is a universal truth. I can't do everything or anything perfectly, but the fact that I can do something is really a 'something'. If I fail or something, I guess it's okay. There's no failure except in not trying.
Also, it's alright to set limits to keep my sanity and serenity. It's okay to let things go that can't be changed or that do not matter. I know this can be hard for a lot of people especially on the 'letting go' part. We have the tendency to be possesive which can lead to misunderstandings. We have to be selfless at some point of our life and accept the fact that we have to let go- even if it can be hard at some point.
*Sighs* I guess this is it. And i've spend many years just to learn and at least, accept these things. It can be hard at some point but the happiness it give is something so precious- it's just priceless. So at this very moment, I will end this blog entry with a promise.
I promise- with my mind, body and soul to put these things on mind. With these lessons of life that my experiences taught me, I know- I can hang on. I still have a long way to go- and I can do it; everyone can for sure.
Labels: 2008 preview, reflection, year-enders
